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Mon, 19 Sep 2005 23:21:35 GMT

THURSDAY IS OFFICIALLY O.C. DAY

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 13:18:48 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMOSERY MOFFAT!!!!

in case you didn't hear, it's smo's birthday.

smo you are the most amazing of amazings.

i lurv you

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 18:21:33 GMT

I get home on friday.
friday as in 4 days from now.
where did the summer go?

and party at my house

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 22:23:56 GMT

all i want to do is thank the people that remember me at camp.
SMO
THE LADIES FROM ITALY
and terrence, who has called me a million times all summer even tho i dont think we have even talked once. the time shall come my friend

and to the rest of you punks....
fuck you
write me bitches

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 23:21:56 GMT

Margot Schneider, nature staff
camp barney medintz
4165 Highway 129 N.
Cleveland, GA
30528-2309

I'll be here til july 29 and I honestly wouldn't mind if you mail me

camp is fantastic all yall charlotte ppl suck ass

Fri, 20 May 2005 15:29:49 GMT

Star Wars '05

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 17:01:18 GMT

43 days until I leave for camp.

that's 43 as in really short amount of time.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 04:33:18 GMT

this was a pretty darn f-ed up weekend if I do say so myself. I never relized how screwed up people in the world were, I guess I can thank my little country day world for that. The only nuts I've ever seen have been in movies and its like leonardo or someone like bustin up and pretending to be a tard or something....so basically

a *schizophrenic*(not sure if this is appropriate word but basically someone who thinks they r 2 ppl...?) wanted to should kill me on saturday night. Like he was talkin out loud and didnt know I could here him and was like "im gonna kill her! no dont do it, no dont... IM GONNA KILL HER! Kill her! no dont!" blah blah blah like that and i ran the fuck out of there. its a longer story but holy shit. ill tell you about it sometime. just ask.

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 01:00:36 GMT

industrial bold beautiful indestructable 1996 subaru legacy wagon,

you know you are so incredible i really dont mind braggin,

its funny how my heart pours with love for thee,

love for theee, yes, each and every time you hit a tree(or a tree hitteth thee, si?)

and so continues the saga of my love

for the beautiful and indescructable subaru, graceful as a dove

you know it's funny when i think about the first time i met you

it feels as if we've always been a two

A perfect pair i guess i could say,

except that would be leaving out the third, oh may!

So Alyssa and Me and YOU journey every once in a blue moon

We take that winding road and some day go 'boarding in boone

Some people say dang, you musta tried so hard to create this rhyme,

but it came so easily, it took almost no time

Regardless of the time though, i really dont care

you are my heart and my soul and so there!

I dream of us flying like chitty chitty bang bang,

We dance in the sugar plum castle seeing fairies shake their thang

We drift in and out of clouds like that scene in flubber

that green goo was hilarious and as bouncy as rubber!

So we gracefully dipped into a valley of singing sea lions and fish,

how strange, i thought, that this is what i wish!

So i tangoed with an elf and realized what i really wanted

It wasn't anything a movie had flaunted

It was to get on the road and drive with my baby

A baby of metal and rubber and cotton, maybe?

And that ended that strange dream and i woke up in my bed

I realized the reality, that youwere not here, i dread.

I LVOE YOU.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 20:48:23 GMT

i thought the show last night kinda sucked but then again...i pretty much hate shows...damn liz shes the only reason i ended up going...pretty much like middle school all over again so i wanted to just kill myself. half the kids there were like 12...standing in little groups and shit...but it was for a good cause so whatever. MADI I LOVE YOU. before hand tho yesterday was pretty pimp. me and smo and terrence went to waffle house where it took a good like 2 hrs to get our food and i beat up terrence and then me and smo went and looked for silly string, which failed miserably. but we are going to chuckie cheese soon. and on that note,

CHUCKIE CHEESE OR DISCOVERY PLACE?

then i went to a 1 yr old bday party at gymboree and chilled w liz and her friend and went to moe's and saw eb with curly cheerleader hair and laughed and shit and went to the show.

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 03:14:34 GMT

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 23:57:16 GMT

ok details of the best day ever.
7-me and ben and smo and terrence got up and went to freedom park and froze and ate breakfast and then OH SNAP we were attacked by a duck. "had it gone to the right i would have not lived"-smo. then we left cuz it was like NEGATIVE 20 degrees and clowns and shit like that and fucking starbucks didnt have the fire going so we did the only other option. WENT TO THE FUCKING MOUNTAINS!
2 hrs of emo music later...
my mtn house, no water, playing the ping pong drums, 650's signature on my wall and the birth of the first 650 video, in my lil sisters room. someday it will be filmed. smoking up the house with a killer fire, the LAKE!..ice skating on the lake, the real house(on top of the hill, with a gazebo), gettin up to FORTY of the 4 wheeler-mad props to ben-and apparently ben and smo getting stuck in bushels, the 4 wheeler dying, twice, and fixing it, and FREEZING, and then the long drive home.
"the car ride went much smoother when terrence had control of the music and they weren't in the back seat like banging around"-smo.(im on the fone w her btw)
and hollister and trouble and home. im still sorry about ending there, but the repercussions would have been ever too great.

and so ends the tale of the first chapter of the most epic day of all, or as smo and margot have just dubbed: besmotermarg

and pooncore.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 23:38:52 GMT

yesterday was probably the most epic day ever. despite the consequences today.
next friday kids right?

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 18:24:14 GMT

what a trip...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! it doesnt feel like it cuz my mom lost the stockings and got in bed and went to sleep all day and wont get up until someone finds them and i wanted to put up like socks but she was really pissy...sooooo...no christmas.
oh yeah, and laurel market is the only place in charlotte open. believe me, i know. and movie theaters(going to hit that up about now)..adios

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 03:06:17 GMT

im kinda bummed cuz chrismikah this year is prob gonna suck cuz i have exams the whole time and the weekend i have to go to the mtns and my parents r like ur present is the trip over winter break so ugh...i know i sound spoiled but honestly...im like PLEASE CNA I HAVE SUM PLIERS(im seirous tho really) and they r like here have some sheets. umm...YAY!!! they r really soft tho...but it kinda sucks cuz my mom buys me and my sis "judaica" every year...so instead of like getting PLIERS im gonna get a fancy mezuzah. dont konw what that is? point proven.

exams r thursday. holy omg. honestly, all my hist notes r like butt hearts from eb and like mr kridler is a SKETCH BALL. and then some random stuff completely out of order and like half of it not related to the exam bc MR KRIDLER IS A SKETCHBALL. not in a bad way or anything...just yeah. who knows?

and my parents banned me from michael's and the bead store and told my i cant do any arts & crafts until after exams...OH DAMN!....oh what the HELL! is more like it.

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 00:35:52 GMT

complaints on my not updating but yeah im just not very into this shiz no mo...anyhow...not much in my life really...exams a week from thurs so basically ill be in my hole if you need me. Im pretty much writing a lot these days which makes me forget about kids and so if i see distant thats why...im too busy thinking about nothing and then writing it down...i really do love you all.
tomorrow is the first day of december....21 days til bryce comes home and 24 days til i see her
24
that is so short.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 21:43:08 GMT

ok im good ol me again. no more cheerleading. have my car back. no more shoe shopping. its just grand.
maggie, grace, eb-you know what you have in common. tuesday, we celebrate it. not even kidding

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 03:24:30 GMT

so my car is fixed. it drives soooo nice. basically, hot as hell. i honestly can not think of any other way to describe it. so mother and joanna named it...black beauty. i was 2 seconds from either yelling out GAY or simply explaining that ACTUALLY HOBAG IT ALREADY HAS A NAME! but i didnt cuz i didnt want them to start calling it 001 and ruin it. well anyhow...mtns w alyssa and her family and the whole dinner club up in the montanas this weekend...yes we are in a dinner club...its the same family and the fathers who are int he investment club...its like 5 jews just chillin...i dunno whatever....me and alyssa in the mtns. aight later kids...

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 18:41:14 GMT

I just read emily's last entry. what the hell is wrong with him? holy shit.....um yeah yall should read it(lovelyjuvenilia-nov 3)....its why everyone hates americans...its why i want to leave the country...because its one thing to be an asshole and leave just bc ur president didnt get elected...its another to leave bc you know that there are enough ppl in the country like that to get him elected. Its depressing...i mean I know that everyone who voted for bush isnt like that but there are enough...its the most...i just want to go punch this kid in the face right now. lucky he lives in a different city but damn emily...u better just get a posse together and go kick this kids ass. right now. i cant talk bout this anymore...like wow i want to cry cuz thats where our country is going. you know that story(andrews torah portion coincidently) about the town that was purely evil and God said ok, to this one family, you have the chance to leave but you can never look back. now one person looks back and she gets turned into a PILE of salt...but the entire city is destroyed bc everyone in it was evil...i mean except the ppl that got the chance to leave and never look back...well, america is turning into that city. Im not saying Bush is the most evil person ever bc he cant even talk...its wrong to say someones evil when really they are just a complete idiot..but the majority of our country believes that gays should not be allowed to get married...women should not be allowed to have an abortion...that the usa has the right to go blowing up other countries and crap like that bc we are rgiht..we are studying manifest destiny in history right now. manifest destiny was the belief of united states ppl in the 19th century that we were superior to all other people of the world and had the right to go take over other countries to "better them" and spread our beliefs of democracy and such...does that not sound completely ignorant? and thats what we say in history when we study it...that is ignorant..napoleon was stupid when he tried to take over the world...when europeans came and colonized the americas and said the indians were stupid and their culture was primitive(even though we find out later they had a calender before us..they had writing..they had so many things and were so smart)...even though when we study the SAME things that are happening now in history we say back then they were wrong but NOW...now we are right. we can go blow up iraq because we think that their culture is primitive and we are the BETTER race and shall go and brign them democracy. you know history books fail to mention things like in cuba, there are ppl that are happy with their government...they dont want america saying that they need democracy and come and try to destroy their way of life....thats the thing about most americans.. THEY FAIL TO LOOK AT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ISSUE AT HAND. and this is why i cant wait to get the hell out of here.you know other countries are forced to look at the other side of the issue bc they have to try and figure out why the hell america thinks they have the right to blow up everyone. to say in their constitution that they represent freedom to make ones own decisions and then turn around and say gays are wrong, abortion is wrong...and not only do we think its wrong(which, by the way, i think abortion is horribly wrong) we think we have to right to forbid it. you know gays...i know atleast in some cases it is based on a genetic thing...that thye have a hormonal inbalance and instead of being attracted to the opposite sex are attracted to the same sex...kinda like why girls that looks more like guys also think more like guys...now this is most definently not always the case...but we are saying we dont care that this is not ur fault but u r wrong. kinda like when oh say hitler goes ur grandparents were jews...u werent...ur parents werent..but u were....so now..you will die. but hey, our president comes from a state that will give someone the death penalty who commited the crime when they were 14 years old. hey, i mean we trust 14 year olds with so many things...so why not trust that they are just evil doers...and deserve to die. i cant bitch anymore...our country is going to hell. thanks justin

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 03:58:31 GMT

im in the weirdest funk. usually this depression stuff lasts a bit and then goes away for a while...its not going away for more than a day. who knows. hopefully ill get my license friday and have a car tho! and thurs and fri off! soooo...theres stuff to look forward to. now since i havent talked to her in like forever....
MAGGIE CURME!!!!!!!!!
ill see you friday...dont even try to hide

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 14:29:20 GMT

woo! andrew's barmitzvah party last night. ANDREW SCHNEIDER '04! ah yes, we shall refer to him as PRESIDENT ANDREW even though he is not officially elected yet because he is going to win. oh optimism. and to quote sarahs parents "that guy is getting creepier and creepier, let's get out of here before he's naked" so those catering vans were pretty sketch. sstraaaight. wooooooooo!!!!! that word pretty much sums up the night. as to the service, "woo! is it hot in here or is it just me?"-faj......."so i calculated it...actually it's 44 tsps of salt, nnnot a pillar!!"-faj again.
ah yes it was a night to remember.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooOOOOOoooOOOO!!

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 15:33:08 GMT

omg last night. totally incredible. MADI YOUR PARTY WAS AMAZING. thanks to six fifty matinee(?) cuz yeah terrence and his band of emo kids r just cool. haha omg i never realized how emo terrence was. you are my hero. jonathan is not cool for leaving me..just so u know i saw a ghost. like really. i thought i saw a person in this like bathrobey sheet thing but with their head covered all billowy like the grim reaper dressed in white and like i looked back twice and saw them and then later i looked back and fucking SAW IT DISAPPEAR. it was soooo scary. thankyou maggie for the support. so i used a grilled cheese maker to make a grilled cheese last night but the bread didnt taste good...but damn grilled cheeses are so good when they have good bread. its cuz of this like new organic grocery store that sold us crap bread. someone needs to teach the mother that it can be organic and still taste good. she doesnt have to buy everything thats brown and go "oh yay organic" i mean organic carrots r good. and they are orange. ok im done rambling i swear im sxe. XXX. ha those kids are so weird.

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 14:48:27 GMT

ok last night was so great. but then my parents came into my room and were like "molly has been sniffing around in there all night. i wonder what that means." -->shes a dog she always does that. "oh mmargot, theres a rather pungent smell coming from the room"-->dont even know what that word means...oh you mean the incense you are looking at burn? my room has smelled like this for like 2 yrs. get over it.
parents.
so me and will chilled at that sketchass park and it was fuckin awesome. then we got this really good chinese food and were sketchballs the whole night but still so much fun.

on another note, i have so much work to do i am so behind. i can not be a slacker anymore.

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 23:02:59 GMT

I am so lost. I feel like i went roundtrip and you know it almost sounds cliche but its nice being back where I started..a better person cause of the knowledge I have gained...wouldn't give the experiences up for the world...but no matter what I think we always go full circle.

on another note, i hate punk kids. they are fuckin rebel with a cause bullshit and oh look at me not fit in bc im too cool for that and look at my black clothes oh badass. their whole fuckin excuse for that is such bullshit. they are the most fakest of groups out there and you know its exactly bc they are like "we are so not fake and hate everyone who is why cant everyone just be as real as us" and thats bullshit bc we are all fake in one way or another to other ppl because nobody could ever completely understand anyone else. ppl are always going to think ur fake bc they dont understand you or bc you dont know how to present urself and u just do what comes naturally in one situation which is not how you act in another and its not that ur pretending to be someone at one point and not at another...its just who you are.
honestly i think that unless you sit alone by yourself naked in an empty room you are making some sort of statement..you want to go and wear jeans and a tshirt and not care...you want to care about how u dress and look all nice..u want to wear bright colors or you want to wear black...you want to talk a lot or u want to be quiet...anything u do u r making decisions on who you want to be and its not that you are pretending to be anything...its just who you want to be...making an honest effort to become the person you want to be...

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 22:44:19 GMT

incubus. fucking amazing.
spirit week. fucked twisted. in a bad way.
terrence. my sensors pick up no trace of marijuana.